Friday, November 15, 2013
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Nothing to the mind
there is
nothing
you can do
To stop
It.
It happens
Whether you want it
or not
"it is mind that moves."
Mind...be still.
Allow for the perception of what is to burn away the illusions of what I think, so that I may better express truth.
What I cannot see nor prove is in all the spaces between objects.
Allow me to find a way to weave them together
in such a way
that I can construct a sense of being
and create a way of doing
that I may transmit serenity and wisdom and manifest an understanding of reality and
the life within
worthy of exploration.
-Enrique Lunaholder
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Surrender. 1
The back brace of meditation .
A spiritual surrender to cosmic gestation .
Fingers cling to molecule's design
as I free flow this prayer in rhyme.
True as this clue is a truth that's sublime .
A moment here is eternity's time .
My gaze is steady though the vision's unclear .
My forehead hits the ground for vibration to steer .
I fret not for my voice is the bass
and the rhythm of my soul does not hasten to chase .
Our words are a scripture . Our voice being sourced . Even though I'm a drifter my path's being coursed .
As I stay steady in hum,
my heart is the drum,
I have no need to run,
it is existence I strum.
The divine chords are ready ,
the faith song that made me ,
plays through my life offering creativity in plenty .
If I can share and give away one sun.
One light of hope in the name of literal fun.
It is enough to say these lines
instead of a riddle or a pun.
It's an investment of mind.
A directive of mine.
To leave for the next, this verbal milestone to prime.
Mix mold and plaster these lines
so that my silence rings as loud as the celestial signs chime.
- B.boi vitaminh e
Sunday, October 6, 2013
THE CHANGE BY BEING CHANGED
Be ... The Change by Being Changed.
Being changed can be The Change. Are you willing to be the change or be the being changed?
And why not both?
-esho74
Saturday, September 28, 2013
Friday, August 30, 2013
Slow to bloom art forms
Sebastian Lunaholder
I don't think people with children can really fathom the world of a perpetual songle of certain calibre.
The songs sung bring smiles amidst intense sadness. And yet the smile occurs.
Despite the heart which clutches at everything, feeling it is nothing....yet existing for something.
I am nothing .... and you are everything .... to me.
I am everything, so you can be nothing .... for me.
We are something.... because I have nothing ... and you are everything ...... in me.
Call me dramatic, if you wish ... but call me at all.
For I walk this path, so you don't have to.
I am nothing.... and you are everything ..... for me. • ☆♡☆○ ¤ esho
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
MANY OF OUR TEMPLES ARE WITHIN US - FRAGMENTS FROM THE SKY
SONG 1:
http://www.house-mixes.com/profile/ovni%20luna/play/24583
The Double Dutch Dragons Perform their Master Work "The Eggs Breaks Open (Playing Tennis with the Fates)" It was a kindling Ceremony.
My struggle is to offer solace to peoples who have suffered paramount trauma through music, counseling and dance. most of the time the best thing to do is look someone in the eye and smile. We move forward. This song is a metaphor for the Atomic bombs dropped in Hiroshima and Nagasaki. For which I sense a correlation with the human karmatic struggle leading beyond Fukushima. We must rise from the ashes. We must rise anew and face the stares and horrors in the eyes of the ignorant. - The Double Dutch Kid, Kelly the Koala, Mixmaster OVNI LUNA, Soundscraper, Ochiamu, Esho, and Ronin88 (The Double Dutch Dragons) - Enrique Sebastian Lunaholder
SONG 2:
http://www.house-mixes.com/profile/ovni%20luna/play/24580
(MUST READ)
MANY OF OUR TEMPLES ARE WITHIN US
1. I grew up listening to Pragha Khan ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Praga_Khan
2. Way back when, I was at a turning point in my life. I was looking for work and struggling between a future in music, djing, dance, installation art and production.
3. I thought about heroes of all kinds.
4. I knew sound was a key component in my life.
5. I did not want to be a soundwalker. I was in the financial district looking at the masonry of all the buildings down there.
6. As I was looking up, it hit me like a drop of sunrays into my pineal gland.
7. The sound I was seeking to manifect had to soar farther than eyes could conceive, like skyscrapers.
8. I thought about Hinduism and the 7 universes.
9. I wanted to be original, authentic, genuine and creative.
10. This was more than 15 years ago or so.
11. At that time, Sound Scraping and all its derivatives were next to none on line, and I searched.
12. If you track the internet and have a database that survived 9/11, well then.....You can look at my Facebook page.
13. Why is it important to know history? Have a record? Track yourself? Why are our egos necessary?
TO RECLAIM, RECORD!
14. I predate this: (http://www.discogs.com/Praga-Khan-Soundscraper/release/722506
15. It was an honor.
16. Lords of Acid were my heroes growing up. (http://www.lordsofacid.co/
17. Now, Soundscrapers are everywhere.
18. Sound Scrapes are at work digging and shuffling. Sounds have new applications.
BUT - What was the charge of the initial inspiration that I was charged with? (more to come).
19. I wanted to be a healer more than a celebrity superstar dj. And I was quite unhappy with the limitations of an Earthly existence. So I studied in the cosmic schools of being.
20. I met many people and introduced them to each other. I grew. I was tested. I failed at attempts to apply my knowledge and wisdom. I made enemies of my friends and turned my arch-nemeses into allies. Soundscraper became stronger still and expanded to newer horizons never dreamed of.
21. PAIN IS MY GREATEST ASSET. ZEN, the clearest path. Love, my ultimate weapon. JOY, the fuel of Soundscraping. So, I danced and multiplied into many more......
-LORD BUGHI, ESHO, THE DOUBLE DUTCH KID, KELLY THE KOALA, OCHIAMU, OVNIMOON, The Dub Dragons and many more to step on the scene and prove Quantum Mechanics+Non-Linear Form and Function transcend Western Medicine with the employ Of Creative Faith and An incredible amout of investigation, creativity, sorcery, elder-honoring, listening, meditation, mediation, talking to animal, listening to the moon and the sunrays and taking Diagnoses as clues for future PHD challenges.
I want to thank PIGPEN from Charles Schultz's Peanuts Gallery for the final imagery to keep the maelstrom (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maelstrom
Pig-Pen - Digital Avatar and Binary Bodhisattva
http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/pig-pen
http://blogs.knoxnews.com/silence/archives/2005/03/todays_charlie.shtml
Sebastian Lunaholder@OVNIMOON (Twitter)
it is not credit that I am seeking. Credit creates debt. I thank the universe, the poly-verse and the creators that guide me and instill within me a generous spirit to give willingly and keep my egos in check.
Life does not have to be hard and it isn't even the best show in town.
-Enrique Sebastian Marc Luna Holder (Esquire)
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Esquire
I have constantly battled the assumption that I have to learn the system to change the system. Perhaps, the system is not flawed. Perhaps we have to work it to our advantage.
Perhaps there is no "system" and all we have are our own (literary) devices and our gall to use them for the benefit of all.
http://www.aadl.org/node/204478
http://www.uberradionetwork.com/shows/DJds.html
http://www.flickr.com/photos/25521008@N00/3024179021/
TO CONTRIBUTE TO AN ON-GOING FUND FOR THE ARTS, MUSIC, THE LETTERS, EDUCATION, PHILOSPHICAL EXISTENTIAL EXPERIENTATION, THERAPY, HEALING
Stay Tuned
In the meantime
SEMBRAR
Share - Edit - Manifest - Blossom - Remember - Activate - Replenish
Thursday, August 22, 2013
STEP 1 - SURRENDER - The Battle is Over LISTEN and READ, REFLECT and Consider
Step 1 Play
Step 2 Read
Step 3 Comment
What does "the disease of addiction" mean to me?
Enrique: The disease (or manageability of life’s responsibilities, or uncomfortability of habits, tendencies, behaviors, character patterns, thoughts, beliefs, reactions, emotions) of addiction means to me that once I begin a pattern of behavior that causes relief or a temporary escape from daunting life tasks, it is almost impossible for me to stop if I do not practice the steps.
Right now I am shopping compulsively online. I have stopped acting out sexually and find myself trying to foolishly compensate for “loneliness” or “perhaps a false sense of freedom and security” by treating myself to clothing without regard for financial responsibilities and limitations.
It is said that in recovery it becomes difficult to find the line between good and bad behaviour, especially when the desire to stop using is lifted. However, in my case, I have to practice the principles of the program. I spent over 500 dollars on saturday night to create a new wardrobe, and tonight I found even MORE to purchase. Just for today, I will wait until I receive even one of three shipments before I order again.
Why is this such a big deal to me? Because I act impulsively knowing that I should wait until, I have a job or income, I receive money owed, and until checks clear.
Now what is the upside? I did not act out sexually (and this is a commitment that I have been working on for a long time) and am often turned on by women both inside (no chance) and outside (too far) of the program. I am not ready to act upon interests to get to know women more intimately until I practice the program in my relationship with my higher power. I know from experience that I will squander energy, resources and time, if I try to pursue a woman without establishing a concrete program that I develop, share it with a sponsor and sponsees, and continue to do service while maintaining daily serenity..
Why are these things important to me? Because my life today is incredibly great, and I do not wish to derail my recovery process by chasing a fetish and fantasy. I have had plenty of opportunities to do that. I share the experience with others to keep it fresh but that does not mean I have to actually manifest the same behaviour today.
I suppose, the simple answer to the question is: Addiction stops me from having new experiences and exploring new facets of my character and personality for the better good. For my self, my family, my work, and the community at large. Addiction steers me away from the greatest power I have known which I am just starting to learn how to live with: Love for a higher power that protects and guides me. And don’t think I don’t feel at times that this is stupid or corny, but honestly, there is no better way to confront the suffering of daily life and the eternal suffering of the world than with a positive attitude and through effective works that are the proof of my gratitude for being alive and clean.
The disease of addiction to me means that I carry a destructive quality which adds a certain spice, against which I can measure myself and apply a moral approach to people, places and things, so that I might truly delve into my self and serve the divine purpose that created me.
Surrendering to the idea that I have a disease of addiction shows humility in that, even if I were to argue any part of the concept, for a moment I diminish my ego enough to accept that I am not the center of the universe. Surrendering to this idea allows me to put people, places and things in their appropriate place, so that I can proceed in life under the grace of the Lord, God, the Creator, Divine Love, etc. Surrendering to this concept allows me to identify the struggles that others have and with the subsequent principles and steps, I can allow for my higher power to guide me and work through me so that I can literally face the hell - that I used once as a sheath and that burned me in punishment and pain, and become part of the heaven on earth that so many search for and die trying to obtain - without becoming scarred.
4/2/2013
"A storytelling documentation in a stream-of-consciousness record. "that which we hide from our selves will produce the nightmares of our own unmaking." - esho (Excerpt from the OCHIAMU Tales)
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